Hey Now, You’re An A1lstar • Page 857

I'm ubering rn

 

Also I’m still so worked up over the whole Facebook fight thing. I’m so hurt and upset and don’t even want to engage with the girl because she deleted me and said her final piece and I just don’t even want to spend the energy trying to talk or argue with her like. I just can’t. But to have someone say that I’m not willing to grow or learn even tho that’s literally what I try to do every damn day is so insulting and diminishing like Jdosmxbdjakx

 

congrats, I know how hard it is for you to figure out how to download an app

 

Lol 15 min later I couldn’t help it and type a long ass response just to find out I guess she blocked me or something bc the message isn’t going through. Cool.

 

Eh, it’s ultimately not worth it imo. Yes, you want to get that final word in but let’s be real, her deleting/blocking you is childish and there really is no point in trying to continue that or to dwell on it. Just leave her in the past. She tries to come around again, tell her to get bent.

 

I’ve only had whataburger like 10 times so far in 2018. This is a career low.

 

I guess I just realized there was a lot I wanted to say like she got to have her final word and tell me how she felt so why can’t I. I’m trying not to dwell but it’s just mind boggling all things considered. Like I’ve had intense conversations about mental health and activism and self help and philosophy and so much more and it’s so hurtful for her to mischaracterize me like that and say that I’m “not willing to grow or learn” when it’s like what??? I literally try that every fucking day as evidenced by our constant conversations about it. Like fuck being belittled like that.

 

Bitch I’ve had it 0 times I have no sympathy

 

The membership rep was a NPC.

 

hopefully a very short career young man

 

I hope you use the app for rewards.

 

I’m jealous y’all get rad burger joints and there’s nothing like that here haha

 

I’m pretty sure what a burger is a euphemism but maybe I’m taking part in a totally different conversation lol

Ps there are no actual whataburgers here :(

 

Yeah the nearest whataburger to me is apparently 1000+ miles away

 

better get walkin

 

texas is 2000 miles big fyi

 

making my way downtown
walking fast
faces pass
and I'm homebound

 

Just went on a ten mile walk. I am wet.

 

why?

 

Why

 

his mouth even moved like a skyrim npc

 

Why?

 

Alright well I had it out with her I guess and had a final ending so yeah. In a way it feels better to have gotten to say things, but it also was incredibly hurtful.

I’m not really in a good place right now.
Things she said really triggered my past with my ex and I just feel like shit.

It’s been a constant reality that no one finds me to add value to their lives or relationship with me. I have heard this from literally everyone in my life. So, maybe that will give you guys some perspective. Clearly it’s me. All these people aren’t coincidentally on the same page.

 

don't listen to that voice in your head. it's your depression yelling at you

 

also my dad is weakly guilt tripping about grandkids right now

told him to go hound my brother and SIL. i mean shit, he's the cishet kid here