Hey Now, You’re An A1lstar • Page 850

i really have the worst timing on all of earth!

 

I'm convinced most people in my life and on social media dislike me, but I don't actually know, so I just roll with it. I know how you feel. I always feel like the things I share and post are the dumbest, least worthwhile things... but in reality they aren't. I have to remind myself that they aren't though, because my nature is to second guess everything I do that has the capacity to be judged.

 

Sideways though? @oldjersey alt confirmed

 

The James Espinoza Story

 

Sorry

 

I'd respond but last time I did @oldjersey called it spam.

But we all love you and are here for you. Please don't report me for saying that @oldjersey

 

You're definitely not a bad person and I really appreciate your presence here. If you need to talk at all you can message me anywhere. If you delete stuff and want my phone number I'm fine with that too

 

After the Worst Band bracket is done, can we have a worst poster tourny?

 

We already did:

 

Nonsense

 

Man I miss BB

 

Thanks everyone. I really appreciate it. If I do decide to go I’ll try and let people get my number if they want it etc

This was basically spawned by a huge thing on Facebook last night because I posted about chick fil a. Someone that has been a close friend and mentor to me ended our friendship over it and then messaged me like “you kept saying you’re a bad person and I argued with you but you know what maybe you’re right bc you don’t want to change” etc so it’s like. All the people I open up to just abandon me anyway and throw it in my face that I suck as a person. That’s why it’s hard to take some things people (like you all) day seriously because it’s like well everyone that knows me more deeply ends up disliking me- there has to be a reason for that.

honestly idk how I only quoted this one but to everyone who offered kindness

 

listen to Juturna man!

 

I just feel like I’ll never be enough for “woke/feminist” people like no matter how much I’m constantly trying and analyzing and thinking and trying to do better, it doesn’t matter. All it takes is one wrong move and you’re the enemy. I don’t know what to do because I feel like a shitty person all the time because by whatever sjw standards, I am a bad person no matter how much I consciously try not to be

Edited to add : to be clear I consider MYSELF an sjw lol so I’m not using that derogatorily. I’m not sjw enough to be sjw tho

 

@supernovagirl i just looked at the thread you were talking about on FB and that was just unfair, I cannot believe the things she was projecting about you from such a harmless fb post. Good riddance if you ask me. I would never have someone in my life like that personally. Idk your past with her though.

 

get pitted instead

 

You know how it is though, a lot of these 'woke' people treat it like a competition and instead of being genuine about their beliefs they just want to bark at people who don't meet their standards. Perhaps you should look into spirituality which is a much more inclusive following and teaches great lessons. Ever hear of the book "The Four Agreements" I HEAVILY suggest it for you.

 

wot

 

One other person liked her posts and also deleted me. I get what you’re saying but it’s also like this is someone that has really been there for me and ive opened up to a lot and she’s been a really great role model and it’s like I let her down that much that she doesn’t want to be in my life

 

you in jail still?

 

Real friends would never do that to you.

 

I feel this. My wife and I actually talked about this very recently.

Know that there isn't only 1 specific way to consider yourself a feminist.

 

Yeah sometimes it does feel that way although I hate that. I can’t lie I’m super skeptical about any kind of spirituality lol I haven’t heard of that book though I will put it on the request list

 

But everyone makes you feel like there is. Like I’m doing it wrong, like I can’t call myself one.

 

I mean, spirituality is as simple as things like, you are not what your mind tells you and it also teaches to treat people good no matter what. For peace of mind. People get it confused with religion, it's definitely not religion.