Brand New - Science Fiction (August 17, 2017) [ARCHIVED] Album • Page 1510

Update: No nephew yet. My sister-in-law was induced last night, but the little man is taking his time. I'll be getting more updates as the day goes on. Luckily my boss is cool and said I can get out of here when I'm called on.

 

Happy birthday @Kingjohn_654

 

It's looking like my wife is finally getting released from the hospital at some point today!

 

Awesome news! How's she doing?

 

They confirmed she has viral meningitis, but the good thing is that she is not contagious. She has felt better day over day, they just wanted to make sure they had a solid plan for her after release prior to releasing her!

 

Yeah, being induced kinda sucks, the labor tends to take forever. My wife was induced and our daughter wasn’t born until almost 24 hours later, and our son came an hour and a half after that.

 

My brother left for rehab today, hopefully he can take that serious and help his case a bit. Between him and that and my girl with my fam being racist my head been spinning and caving in. Probably should try and be around here more and BS with yall to help with the mind for the time.

 

Yea I think it's been my favorite so far. So many funny moments.

Great stuff! I loved when he just embraced the golf club people seeing him with a prostitute.

Hope things are going better for you now! Glad to see you posting. (Edit: just saw your last post, hang in there! Good luck to your brother and with your family. We're always here to talk!)

 

I couldn't help but not get over how he so overpaid for weed then the prostitute gave him a bag for nothing lol.

Definitely not out of the woods at all, but I'm tryna not be a blithering emotional moron in a corner atm either, trying is not a strong suit.... I usually cave when ESPECIALLY shit that hits my love life hits so TRYING is a good sign. But thank you

 

Wow, I'm so sorry to hear that. Keep your head up, I hope everything works out for your brother. Definitely BS with us if it helps at all.

 

Me too, I'm not so much worried about him getting clean as I am the case hovering over him... he had 2 priors for something much smaller but this one is a lot bigger and makes him look like he was only getting worse... I know where his heart and intentions lied (getting money to help his girl who's in jail atm) but it still was the wrong decision and route. Knowing that as well paired with my relationship stuff too makes both hurt even more.
I don't wanna be a mope, but it does help, the one blessing of my ADD.... the only thing that can at times trump my depression lol.... cus even depression sometimes cant hold down my attention span... so talking/being around others helps lol. Thank you

 

i posted Daytona White on johns wall for his birthday

 

hope all is well

 

Anytime. I empathize with where you're coming from on the mental health front. I have adhd, and was recently diagnosed with seasonal affective disorder. I never told anybody about the depressive states I get into because I didn't want anyone to worry about me and I thought I could just work it out myself but it got to a point where it was becoming too much and both were beginning to affect my relationship too. FWIW don't hesitate to reach out when shit gets dark.

 

Thanks, bud! It's all looking up!

 

Thank you, genuinely. I know all too well your position, different angle slightly but totally get it. Sorry you deal with that too, mental health stuff is so odd & bittersweet... I'm always looking for understanding... but I hurt for those that truly do understand cus I know what that means for them . The offer is extended here as well, anytime you need.

I know I am touched with a lot of shit but I never had a family that believed in that shit or supported it (despite OBVIOUSLY having plenty issues with it themselves), and often times in relationships it became something used against me. So I just never felt the support there (was even called pathetic for opening about it) and FOR YEARS i would try and portray anything/anyone other than who I am (and try to convince myself of otherwise) to try and just get support and love and that just stockpiled more issues, resentment, and hurt from not actually breathing, not actually being me.
I grew up being mocked for everything from being called a "fat ass" for being chubby as a kid, to a ***got cus I was emotional & sensitive... and closer to my feminine side than my masculine side... and as a big framed dude (shoutout to those czech & swedish genes) in the country (rural) part of Long Island that wasn't easy cus ppl are expecting some imposing assertive person. Far from it, I'm physically strong, yes, but every other way I'm meek, I need to be vulnerable to be cus there isn't a day I hurt. There probably never will be a day I don't, I just try and find the things and people that makes me happy enough to say "Yeah I hurt but I am happy because of that/them."
And my family sabotaging my relationship for example... perfect one for how destructive ppl are me are, and I was for years... and I started realizing people did start seeing me as scary or imposing, "a wildcard" and I liked the respect of my feelings it came with... but not the painting people would start of me. Since at the end of the day I never grew past my baggage as a kid and its only now I am finding out how to do so... so I'm like a 7 year old pushing 30 in a way.... I'm not looking to hurt or upset anyone, just try and understand myself, the world, and where everything fits inside it.

*deep breath* TL;DR I know, basically only been 2 years ago i finally even identified my issues and who i am... so to say im behind the ball and need that support... family is toxic, pushed away my girl, bro (only fam member who ahd my back) is gone at least for 3 months... maybe 10 years... I hate to be morbid, but it doesn't get dark for me, it just gets darker lol. Just really a lot going on atm and thats how life always been for me, I don't wanna distract the thread talking about me and my shit.. but yeah. Thanks again to all who have reached out both in the thread and privately.

 

Everyone should check out The Tick for @Kingjohn_654 birthday.

And because it's a good show!

 

I had a friend that swore by the OG show and comic.... comedic heroes always score well with me.... I will peep it. Just gotta find a place to ha. Should ask my girl what site she was always getting shit on my computer for forgetting to turn on adblock on whatever site she was using for all her shows lol.

 

I remember liking that one that was on FOX back in the day

 

I suck at keeping up with TV shows... people tell me superhero shows and such (SUPER wheelhouse for me) and I'm still like "Yall fuck with Batman: Animated Series? Fight me if you think animated series Joker isnt the GOAT Joker" lol.

Edit* how cool is it Mark Hamill is the GOAT Joker and Luke Skywalker?

 

Giving the Alvvays record another spin today. This record is still so good!

 

I hate the name of that show. It's a big obstacle for me. Sorry don't mean to offend anyone with that statement lol

@Kingjohn_654 check ya wall! You've got some Keanu love waiting for ya!

 

can’t vote in my own poll but the answer is clearly waste or out of mana

 

I'm not going to vote because other than Lit Me Up they got all the choices wrong