General Forum Chat Thread (III) • Page 175

I'm 26 and half my closet is band shirts lol Now if only I would stop buying ones that I know won't fit.....but I won't rant about that again lol I do love when bands have baseball style shirts. Those are my fave.

 

I don't buy them at concerts anymore for the most part because they're like $40 and not even tour exclusive sometimes

 

I just don't go to many shows anymore and I've slowly emptied my closet, also stuff not fitting or being too worn out. It's a sad day for my younger self who had so many band shirts that I needed dresser drawers for them alone. Anyway, it's ridiculous to charge that much for shipping when practically no other clothing supplier does. I remember when merchnow didn't charge obscene prices for shipping but hey, scene kids still buy them.. right? Sigh

 

I’ve gotten rid of all my band shirts but my wardrobe still sucks so I might as well have kept them.

 

also my dumbass is going to camp flog gnaw festival in like two weeks and I’m just now looking into hotels.

I’m seeing the price is above $150+ for a night and I might as well drive from la to Coachella and back for both days.

 

Airbnb my dude

 

I don’t know if I’m just looking at it’s wrong but those are still super expensive.

 

Room 2-3 Top Bed Los Angeles CubeSpace Hostel DTLA - Apartments for Rent in Los Angeles, California, United States

Found this for $21

 

I’m honestly confused what that is.

 

I think I will always feel inferior for not being talented at anything, but it will always be my fault for never sticking with anything. And I have posted this exact sentiment many times before and every time I'm like THIS is the time I'm sticking with something, but I don't. I have no ability to see the long term and work hard for it. I want like immediate gratification or nothing at all. It's the most frustrating aspect of my personality. I want to have ambition but I don't know how. I've always been so apathetic about trying hard and you'd think I'd have gotten over that angsty bs as a teen.

 

get outta my brain boo

 

tbh sometimes I wonder if it's depression-related so I just don't have motivation to see things thru, or if I lack the confidence to be okay with struggling with something before I become skilled at it. I also get so far ahead of myself that I become overwhelmed and it seems daunting. I convince myself I will fail so what's the point of even trying? And then I beat myself up for that instead of finding a way to fix the problem!

 

I get so anxious trying to think of hobbies, there are so many, and every one sounds bad and I immediately dismiss it
same with jobs actually

 

I knooow. There are a few I've tried but yeah once I'm not like an immediate amazing prodigy I get discouraged. I have gone hard with Spanish a few times, but still nothing. Not even close to anything. If I'd have just seen it thru the first time I tried I'd probably be fairly far but then I give up. Then there was dance as a kid. And the guitar. And I used to be a decent writer, but I lack the discipline to try and advance it. I was always good in school/college with academics but even then I did the bare minimum I had to do to pass instead of getting the full knowledge/experience that I could've. idk how to stop sucking tbh!!

 

Every time I hang out with my friend, someone compliments my hair and I just laugh so hard internally bc she almost kicked me out of her wedding over my haircut. I told her it was gonna look cute af but she went and made it a big deal and I'm still being reminded I was right! I'm a petty asshole but idc lol I have a hard time standing up for myself so everyone was shocked when I refused to listen to her and cut my hair anyway so being validated feels damn good!

 

why do tickets to this have to be almost $2000

 

I hate when I buy a gift bag too big and then I'm like fml now it looks like it needs to be filled with more stuff but I have no more stuff so... Here's ur deceptively large gift

 

@Kiana

Enrique and Pitbull are performing tonight in Fresno and I can’t be there because work :(

 

Omg, quit!! I was so upset when I saw Enrique cause pitbull played there the night before so I was hoping he'd still be in town and come out for a song but he didn't. Enrique is so highly recommend live by me!!!

 

JOHN WICK 2 IS ON!!!

 

for some reason my dad decided to get fully invested this year in his Halloween event at his work.

He has only been watching horror movies and I’m like oh no pls let me eat without this on.

 

My dad tried to recommend the Human Centipede movies to me last night, if I was looking for something gory to watch.

Thanks but no thaaaaanks.

 

my brother just stared his first full job and his first two shifts are 10 hours and 12 hours.

I feel so bad because he’s never worked this much at all. He got home at 3 and he has been asleep since.

At least he is hopefully learning that he needs to find a good career.

 

I work in an animal hospital and almost everyone works 10 hours shifts as a standard. What's he doing? It's rough adapting to a schedule like that.

 

He is starting off in a warehouse role as a loader and he works at my dad’s job and my dad told them to work him hard and I’m like that’s rough.