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My a/c stopped working for some reason yesterday and the apt office was closed today. So it's 82 degrees in here and I have to sleep in it

 

hot sleep is not sleep at all

 

Same tbh. When dogs really dislike me I feel like there's something terribly wrong with myself and that they can sense it lol. /healthy

 

I’ve been dumped, I’ve had women tell me I’m an asshole, I’ve been curved when going in for the kiss...whatever. Encountering a doggo who basically treats me like I don’t exist seriously makes me question who I am as a person.

 

God damn it. Twice this week now I have accidentally connected to my roommates Xbone via Bluetooth while I’m watching YouTube -____-

 

Stuff is happening irl and I don't like it and I'm going to spend the rest of my life in bed because what the fuck is wrong with people holy shit

 

Morning all!

 

I never went to bed. I have to be up in 3 hours for school

 

Still been bad about this I see. *Sigh*

 

Morning Michael and everyone else!

 

Got in a very long political debate with my friend via text that got me heated as fuck. Then when I was finally ready to let it go all this shit started coming to light in Las Vegas.

If you haven’t heard about what’s going on in Las Vegas yet, you will, but forewarning it is very grim

 

Largest mass shooting ever in the us.

 

I turned my phone on airplane mode ln and when I turned it off I saw that. Fucked up. Can't wait to see nothing change, per usual

 

Ugh. The video footage is heartbreaking and terrifying

 

Jesus, that's awful. Condolences to all affected.

 

I was in the Reddit thread with first hand experiences last night and definitely cried.

Concerts are supposed to be safe places

I hate everything

 

this shit needs to end now

 

beside myself

 

I'm scared to go look at Facebook because it's going to be a whole bunch of "We need God" and shit.

No. We need people to stop being fucking evil.

 

This is insane. Having some people jumping on my car last night feels like nothing now. I was so upset yesterday and now this and it's just like fuck what's the point.

 

Shit just keeps getting worse and it's just so exhausting to wake up every day to news that gets more awful each time.

 

It really is insane. That's the perfect word for it.

 

so heartbreaking. @Robk please tell me you're safe and sound.

 

My friend Rebecca is usually this beacon of hope and happiness and is like the only person I know that manages to use her Facebook to share positivity. This morning she said "No Motivation Monday today. Just prayers for Vegas."

On Saturday night, she told me her and her husband were planning a Vegas trip next month, so I thought maybe her vacation fell through. Nope. Fuck the world.

 

It's made even worse by all of the bonafide times of my life I've had at festivals. I think Riot Fest 14 and Skate and Surf 15 were two of the best experiences I've ever had. I think to myself that it could've been me, I could be losing it to a Gaslight set and then suddenly there are gunshots and that if I walk out alive I walk out traumatized. Makes me completely rethink those times I was happy that security was to lax to check my bag and find my flask.