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i'm sorry

(or not? not sure if you're like the rest of us in here who wish we were dead)

 

My parents wanted me on purpose and claim to love me very much. But I could do without the unabashed racism that my dad displays.

 

I like songs with distortion
drink in proportion
doctors said my mom should have had and abortion bortion bortion

 

I mean, I certainly have my days where that's the case, but I've actually been doing okay recently.

 

I want a vasectomy

 

@supernovagirl do you still play overwatch

 

Considering a vasectomy this early on in my life yikes

 

I did an edible the other day for the first time in three years

I laughed for 15 straight minutes because my friend dabbed in front of a TV outside and Sara said “racing” in a funny voice

I’m glad this post is my return here

bye

 

hope you're doing ok

 

This verse is one of my intrusive thoughts.

Also yeah I was very much planned, which is nice, but I also was not consulted in the matter and that seems unfair.

My dad and I had a super heated and emotional conversation today and it took a lot out of me. I love him a lot but sometimes things are hard.

 

I do! I haven’t renewed my ps plus so I haven’t played in a few weeks, but yeah lol

 

Let me know when you renew and I'll play you

 

Combing through the various podcasts I'm listening to and want to check out is making me contemplate switching apps to one where i can create filters/folders to more easily jump between podcasts depending on my mood. But moving to a new app is fucking annoying. ugh.

 

Ok I’ll try and do it tomorrow!

 

Omg I was literally just daydreaming about going to bartaco and getting loaded on margs within the last 48 hours.

 

I always hear sounds at night is my house haunted
Or am I gonna die
?¿?¿?¿

 

I remember seeing some tv show at 3am about haunted encounters and they debunked a case where a guy heard creaking and banging every night by discovering there was water underneath the house and at night it cooled and caused the water to compress and the bedrock underneath made noises. but only at night

 

damn this is the most reassuring thing anyone’s ever said to me


Like that’s deff not the case here but yknow maybe something similar lol

 

I hear weird sounds all the time too. Being at home constantly has made me even more hyper aware of them. Sometimes I can’t tell if they’re in the house or something strange is going on outside.

Once my mom and I definitely heard and saw the mothership coming, but sadly they didn’t stop to pick us up.

 

I thought the noise would be someone living under the house or something

 

every time I hear the heating system or whatever I'm convinced my house is going to explode which is fun