Mental Health Thread • Page 97

the outpouring of support i get from this website is truly crazy to me. i love you all, you all mean so much to me.

 

This is my fave song to listen to when I'm down and no song will ever top it. Eda has gotten me into starting every morning dancing and being thankful and I put this song on and my days have become noticeably better. Every single word relates to me and my life.

"..Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play

And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn

And I've been a fool and I've been blind
I can never leave the past behind
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around

Our love is pastured such a mournful sound
Tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground
So I like to keep my issues strong
But it's always darkest before the dawn.."

"..And it's hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off, oh whoa
'Cause I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart
'Cause I like to keep my issues strong
It's always darkest before the dawn.."

 

here's my playlist

 

Yessssss this is great. I totally forgot about D.A.N.C.E.

 

Shit. In the ER because mom is sick. We don't know if the hernia is recurring or what. I've never ridden in n ambulance before. Feel like i'm going to lose it. I can't even get my hands to stop shaking I don't know what to do

 

I'm sorry. :( We're here if you need us.

 

I sat on my neighbor's driveway yesterday last night after I got off work and just listened to this song for like fifteen minutes. It was calming:

 

Spotify knows me better than I know myself

 

Mine doesn't

 

I love half those songs

 

I don't like the top 3 and the rest are ok.

 

My spotify is determined to get me to love Lady Gaga and Pink and it's just not gonna happen

 

When I'm sad or down or w/e I put on really sad songs and wallow in my misery. Everyone tells me to put on happy, upbeat songs instead but I just get irritated. Like sorry I'm not happy and I just want to sit here and cry!!

 

Ed Sheeran being on the front page is a personal attack

 

Sad all the way for me. I listen to a lot of Elliot Smith.

 

When I'm sad I listen to this on repeat and drown in misery lol

 

I also use this song in the weirdest way to make me happy. It's just so upbeat and perfect:

so basically that and slide on repeat and I'm content.

 

Billie Marten's debut from last year has helped me a lot lately. One of the most soothing albums I've heard.

 

Sigh. Mom is being admitted. Things don't look terrible but I've never felt more drained. Ill be going home overnight so maybe I can relax. I hope I have a xanax (or twelve)

 

@cybele sending good vibes your way! hope she gets well soon!

 

Same hope she gets well. Take care of yourself too

 

I'd post a playlist but it'd just be The Humpty Dance like 15 times in a row.

 

I usually gravitate to sad music for comfort, but I just recently got into MisterWives and find their songs fun and empowering.