Mental Health Thread • Page 77

Be strong everyone. If you're going to be demonstrating today or tomorrow make sure you stay safe and vigilant.

Shit this is hard. The sinking feeling in my chest that I've had since November is practically suffocating today.

 

Everyone holding up ok?

 

This is one of those days that I purposely have ESPN on all day to avoid any news or reminders of the world lol.
In my own personal bubble life isn't SO BAD, my girl got a new job, I'm in the process of getting my own (background check stage) so I'm protecting my good vibe from the obvious shitty news of today.

Since it's needed today for so many:

 

Largely focusing on work is helping me at the moment.

 

Yeah being numb helps today for once

 

Numb repressions and internal crying for the win.

 

I have been ugly crying for a while now haha

 

I hope you're not comparing me to Ross because that would be worse than you know who becoming president

 

I thought you really liked Friends! I don't know very much about the characters lol

 

This election is upsetting to me from every angle it is for everyone as well as (and I'm sure I'm not the only one who's got this issue too) some of my family did vote Trump, some I know never would've supported that ideal before...
But now they're the typical Trump supporters who have no substance to their support and insult you if you question anything - attribute Hillary to me (didn't like her either) or Bernie (whom I liked and they mainly mock for being old when Trump is only 5 years younger...).
Last night I was everything in the book from a "Dumb piece of shit" and someone who "Dominates the conversation" (this when I was asking what his actual plans are "He just got elected he only needs em now" - What? you're suppose to have a plan you pitch TO get elected???? lol) cus they had nothing to say to what I was asking about when they bought it all up to me. This all from a parent lmao.

"Thanks Obama" was an ironic/joke thing, this is not ironic at all; Thanks Trump. Go fuck yourself.

 

I do, it was a good gif I just can't stop being salty

 

I have to, but I want to turn on my consoles.

Fuck it I'm turning on my consoles

 

I'ma get high and play Skate 3 or Kingdom Hearts to counter the tomfoolery of today.
You can't feel bad when that Kingdom Hearts starting screen music hits you.

 

Well I found out I'm not going to get fired so that is my good news for the day. Turns out everyone made the same mistake I did because the client wasn't very clear. And they offered me some more hours starting Monday (which I need so bad). Still feel sick to my stomach and like I might have a panic attack but trying to focus on work.

 

Something to help keep it a lil more light hearted

 

This would be my answer if I was at home. Unfortunately I preordered late and my Gravity Rush 2 copy doesn't arrive until tomorrow. :(

 

I'm kind of bummed right now that I was told last second about plans tonight, and then they told me I would have to drive separate because their car is full after telling me I could go with them

I just kind of feel like a last thought

 

Also my therapist being away the next two weeks feels like a real cosmic joke, not that I've brought him up there, that would mean admitting it

 

You know, I had the absolute worst week. Cracked my car windscreen, got a speeding ticket, everything that could go wrong at work went wrong, my best friend snapped his Achilles Tendon and had to have surgery and is out of our Dodgeball team for about 10 months and is majorly depressed.

But I had a date last night with a girl and it could not of gone any more perfectly. A really terrible week, but those few hours turned everything around. It's like nothing that happened matter.

 

Glad at least the week wasn't a total loss for you then. :)

 

I'm waiting to purchase 1.5+2.5.

 

I wish 1.5+2.5 was coming out first, I really want to go and play them all in order again.

 

Same. I did preorder 2.8, so excited to play that at least next week.

 

I feel bad for having not played those ones yet... I have only played 1, 2 and Chain of Memories (but not all the way through). Kingdom Hearts has a huge impact on me though so I must get those soon life is more financially stable.

 

today has been a very very rough day mentally. For so, so many reasons.
I had some klonopin leftover from my ex so I took one. It has helped.