Mental Health Thread • Page 327

keep thinking about killing myself recently and why shouldn't I lol I have no reason to live. My life doesn't have any purpose and no one cares about me so what's the point lol

 

Just going to down more whiskey so I can pass out and forget about how much I hate myself for minute lol

 

it's not a matter of if I kill myself now it's when

 

I hate to see you in so much pain. Don’t know if there’s anything at all that I can say or if it would just end up being that meme from the other day that sums up the thread so well. I’ve been glad to see you posting more and around again if that means anything right now.

 

You people that I like on this site are one of the few things that have made me last this long

 

@Jake W i second @EASheartsVinyl ‘s post. I always appreciate your posts and music recommendations. I’m really sorry you’re in pain, I hope things get better. We’re here for you

 

hey. i been there and just wanted you to know even if i dont know you i care about you and your life is super valued. dont give up.

 

Making Katie Malco popular here is deff a reason to live. Seeing her spotify listeners go up every day fills me with joy lol

 

Yes!! hold on to anything and everything that brings you joy, no matter how small. I love that record!

 

Obviously I relate a lot with what you’re saying so much that it feels disingenuous to say “cmon no! So much to live for!!”
But I will say that despite how much I can relate it makes me sad that you feel this way and echo the others’ sentiments that you are valued even when it doesn’t feel like it. (Again I know how easy it is to not believe that)

sorry that I don’t have anything uplifting really but hope you know I’m here in solidarity and you’re not alone and ily

 

One of those days where I wake up and just want to immediately pass out again

 

started drinking at 10am. I just don't care anymore. I hope this kills me. I just want the pain to end.

 

@Jake W I’m so sorry you’re hurting so much. You are loved, valued and bring so much joy to our lives. Please don’t give up.

 

For whatever this is worth, I'm listening to Failures for the first time now and damnn she's great and I'm so hooked already.

 

@Jake W, I know you're going through a lot rn and idk what to say to make things magically better for you because there isn't anything but I really hope that you keep fighting and that you stick around because you are valued and things can always get better for you. I wish you the best, my dude

 

I'm going to stick around to listen to the Phoebe album at least lol

 

might just quote this post every few pages as a reminder to us all (god knows I forget it constantly)

 

Honestly, whatever keeps you going, no matter how big or small it may seem. I have struggled to pipe up and say something to you tbh because it's super hypocritical of me given I often feel the same way, but I genuinely wish you the best. You deserve to find happiness, whatever that may be for you.

 

pls stay for all the future phoebe records and collabos

 

I'm definitely dying

 

This worries me. Am I overreacting and you’re speaking metaphorically? Please let me know if you’re safe.

 

I'm not dying today but I'm at the end of life. I'm also just a random person on a forum so please don't waste your energy caring about me.

 

Even breathing feel so hard rn

 

Took a bunch of painkillers hopefully this is the end

 

Yeah I know I’m also a random person on a website, but I’ve been enjoying your posts in threads I’ve seen you in. I’m not a people person, but just wanted to say that :)