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I just also figured out the Jurassic Park theme by ear accidentally omg this is the best

 

the shitty recorder version of that is all my brain will ever let me hear now

 

Be prepared for a rough landing

 

Amphetamines make me super anxious but also super high and I have a tendency to start showing addictive behaviors with them if I take addy or vyvanse or whatever multiple days in a row

 

it sounded off to me for this exact reason hahaha

if I smoke towards the end do you think that'll help or is it inevitable?

 

It'll help but it won't completely eliminate the comedown

 

yeeeah this is also why i'm not allowed to have benzos, even if they'd help.

 

Benzos and amphetamines is a great combo that has gotten me into a lot of trouble

 

yeah my friend doesn't want me to take benzos for that reason (he thinks I will love them) but I like trying new stuff so

 

I wouldn't reccomend it they're more trouble than they're worth. Even low doses make me forget a bunch of shit and anything over like 1mg of xanax and I'm guaranteed to completely black out

 

ohhhh you will

i tell you what though, the dispensary is due out any day now with a high CBD strain, and i'm pretty excited to try it for my anxiety

edit: jake is correct they are trouble

 

Adderall always made me feel very empty during the comedowns. Vyvance was actually a little better for me, but I still had to smoke at the end to return to equilibrium. Ive got addictive genes in the immediate fam so i experience minor withdrawal symptoms more than the average person, so smoking helps. Although i once had a terrible experience after smoking too soon that gave me heart palpitations.

I dont do study drugs anymore because im not in school and i dont really need them but every once in awhile ill find myself wanting to use one and be super productive/write like a beast. Wont bring myself to do em tho- sticking to weed and ill probs do shroomz again soon lol

 

Psychedelics are the shit I'm trying to get some LSD for the mgmt show here this month

 

have I given my LSD lecture here yet? I feel lke I have. right?

anyway I actually never noticed a comedown with adderall. I really liked it when it made its appearance in my circle lol.

Actually I matched this guy on tinder the other day who seemed really cool and we started texting and he mentioned vyvanse and casually like (I thought) joke asked if I wanted to buy some and then he disappeared after so I was like "plot twist: this was all just to get me to buy drugs" and he never answered soo I kinda feel like it was...

 

my pupils are huuuuge rn

I liked Vyvanse for what it was but my heart would beat so fucking fast during and it kind of freaked me out so I haven't touched the stuff in a couple of years.

I'm probably gonna try Xanax a couple of times in very controlled environment to minimize risk, but honestly not to sound like a baby but the Lil Peep stuff scared me a little. I've heard benzos are good for forcing yourself out of a bad trip if you do psychedelics but I don't personally know anyone who has done this.

acid is in the cards for sometime soon, but i gotta plan like a weekend around it soooo. don't plan on messing too too much with acid just because @supernovagirl did warn us. actually I think the whole thread cautioned me.

 

Benzos alone don't carry risk of death but mix them with alcohol or opiates and you're gonna die, I nearly overdosed a couple times from the latter mix

 

yeah, here we've had a pretty bad opiate crisis / death toll in the last few years so I'm paranoid of the possibility that it'll be cut with something like it was for him. perhaps unfounded but shrug

 

yeah I ws gonna say wasn't the lil peep xanax fentanyl laced or something? idk if that's a common thing rly

 

General rule of thumb for myself is stick to natural stuff. I’ve messed around with study drugs but I’m fairly certain I’m forever done with those. I’d take shrooms over LSD for sure. Did them once before and they were revelatory. I think I’d do peyote at some point in my life, though I have no idea where to obtain these things lol.

 

having the physical symptoms I usually associate with anxiety but none of the mental ones like panic or anguish or anything. it's kind of weird but not entirely unpleasant as far as come downs go

 

Ugh I was a total zombie when I was prescribed Adderall and I only took 10mg a day. I’m sure it would still help me with school but I enjoy having a unique personality too much to ever go back.

 

Weed and Psychs is all I want these days. I've been through the fucking ringer with heroin and cocaine addiction but I've dabbled with xans and amps and even ketamine and shit years and years ago, at this age and after all I've been through and seen, I just can't do anything but weed and psychedelics it's just way too risky

 

welp, I still haven't slept post adderall but I'm not exactly tired so not sure if this is gonna be a problem later today

 

Adderall hangovers suckkkkk lol drink some water eat some food and sleep when you get tired

 

I was warned about dehydration so I've been steady hydrating through the night. only drank two bottles of water so far but I'm hoping it helps curb whatever happens. def gonna go get food though, im not hungry but it's been 14 hours since I last ate so it's definitely about time