Vent Your Frustrations • Page 20

A rabbit dove under my moving car and died.

 

I killed a rabbit once.

Wore the motor right out.

 

now I need to form a band called Suicidal Rabbit

 

Suicidal Rabbit is what Frightened Rabbit will change their name to after they go on hiatus and reunite some years later.

 

Took a second but I got it. Classic White.

At the very least, an album title.

 

I've been at work for 30 minutes and the new girl has messed up everything short of burning the place down.



I'm just watching her freak out. I asked if she needed my help and she said no. She was filling up cups of formaldehyde and she knocked them over and that shit went everywhere. I feel bad for her but it is pretty funny. I'm not going to beg her to let me help.

 

I was whining to my mom about my car and she said to just pay for the repairs (in one month I'll have paid over $1000 in repairs. Easy for her to say since she's not paying lol) and she "has a feeling" once I fix this last problem the car will be fine. There's no basis for that feeling. She's just being relentlessly positive for no reason and it doesn't make me feel better it's just annoying. Idk, when I'm upset I just want someone to let me whine and tell me it sucks and if they must find a silver lining then fine. But just being like "it'll all work out!" Without knowing it actually will just frustrates me.

 

It's a used car a bought pretty recently that I think is just falling apart and will need more repairs as time goes on. I paid less than $5000 and it's a 2008 but when the repair costs start racking up this much its not worth it to me. If anything else major happens to it I don't wanna repair it any more. I doubt I'll get much for it if I resell it or trade so I won't be able to buy anything new for a while tho, even a new to me used car lol. Just sucks cause I need a car for work and I feel stuck with it. Reminds me when ppl are like "why doesn't the family move out of the haunted house??" And it's like they sunk too much money into it and now they can't afford to move. That's how I feel but with my car and less ghosts involved.

 

I'm driving my tiburon until the wheels fall off. I've taken really good care of it.

 

I drove my last car until the risk of it breaking down any second was too risky to take anymore. It lasted years longer than I planned for which was nice. It was a hunk of junk but it didn't bother me cause I knew it's days were numbered. this dumb car is bothering me cause I expected more from it!

 

I don't have as many miles as I should bc in college I rode my bike and now I walk.

 

That's probably why my old car lasted so long cause I didn't bring it to college. If I didn't have to have a car for work I'd totally walk everywhere cause I'd save money and my body would be banging!

 

Why do all Pokemon movies have to be such awful pieces of shit? Just once I wish they'd bring some actually good writers on.

Get Darren Aronofsky to do one. I'd watch the shit out of that.

 

It's not my responsibility to fucking stay after my shift because someone else can't be on time. Especially during my last few days. And it's not my fault the schedule sucks and only 2 people are on shift during a certain time.

 

I have had so many shitty interactions with the post office over the past couple of weeks. I'm just trying to file an insurance claim on something they lost and ever person I talk to is telling my something different, how is this so difficult

 

My cousin likes to post tons of stupid statuses on fb. This last one I saw she's all saying you look stupid if you're over 18 playing pokemon go etc. I really don't think she should be talking...

 

It's so fucking hot. People who like this weather are fucking insane. To each their own and all but fuck your own, I've gone through four shirts today. And we still complain about people in the North cause of the rain as if we aren't always fucking wet.

 

My mom's mom gets annoyed when I call her by her first name, and now my mom is chiding me for it too. The woman was a deadbeat mom and absent from my mom's life therefore she was absent from mine. Now she suddenly lives with my mom and is around, but we're not close. Screw that mentality that blood means everything and someone can be an absent bad person and I have to ignore it or pretend we're close because family. Not happening. If u wanted to get an affectionate title or know ur family u should've been around. Not sorry.

 

My sibling came to the house to do laundry and has been here since like 9am -.- it doesn't take that long to do laundry and I need to wash my bed sheets. (I've been slowly trying to get a routine in to get things done.). I guess my mom gave him my reusable grocery bags, in which he just threw on the floor instead of putting them where they belong. I have to talk to my mom and tell her that he can't use them especially if he's going to treat my belongings that way, plus they weren't there when I needed them so I had to use store plastic bags and I'm trying to get in the habit of reusable bags but forget to bring them with me most of the time. She'll most likely not care and get mad at me and tell me I should pick them up and put them away myself. She's always excusing his behavior and doesn't care, and gets mad at me. He will also leave dishes out and not put anything away and my mom gets mad me and tells me I never put away my dishes (not true. She always tries to find something to blame me for)

 

any animation by him would be sweet

 

The bags are gone now. I'm pretty sure my mom gave them to him. What the actual fuck, why does she do that! I need to talk to her and tell her I want them back and he can buy his own

Edit: I talked to my mom and she got mad at me. I knew it. Then she tried to come up with a reason for excuse, like always and a bunch of bull shit that makes me mad and more of her excuses, not realize who is the cause of my mental issues

 

I'm done. Too much toxicity and I can't go through it anymore

 

I went balls to the wall with my dad yesterday. He had 2 strokes like 5 or so years ago and they put him on blood pressure meds. Well he went off them a little while ago against his dr and my mom's orders. I know his dr bc I'm good friends with his son and he called me up.

He told me to run tests on my dad since he can't break HIPAA. You're not supposed to be involved with family members and we're not supposed to do free tests but I did after I drew blood and then tested it.

The results were ATROCIOUS. I sat him down and said I've never talked to you this way and I prob never will again so listen up. My uncle died not too long ago at 49 from bad everything bc his diet sucked and he had not eaten a veggie since he was like 18.

I told him his results and asked him if he wanted to die like my uncle from having a shitty diet and not taking the proper meds. I said I wanted him to live to be 100 and that's not going to happen unless you buck up and do what your dr, mom, and I say. I don't want to lose you for being a hardass and not taking care of yourself. You wanna die b4 we get married or have kids?

My sister called me and said I hurt his feelings and I'm usually pretty calm but I got rude with him. She said well it worked bc today he's back on his meds and running stairs at work. She said she's still laughing at how upset he was just from me being hard on him. She told me she's proud of me bc the only person I ever REALLY lose it with is her. I have a really tight bond with my sister and him so I'm really serious about health.

Tough love works sometimes y'all.

 

So I view myself as gender fluid, and the amount of times I get addressed as "sir" every day is maddening. Everywhere I go its a casual "sir", "yes sir", etc. I don't even look that masculine. I was at a Chick Fil A drive thru just now (I know, my mistake, but they've publicly said they changed their stance on LGBT rights and their chicken wrap is the only healthy fast food item I like so I go there every once in a while) and the cashiers were using sir almost like a punctuation mark, so I very politely informed them that I don't prefer to be addressed by that gender pronoun (I should've just said I identify as gender fluid, maybe that's where I went wrong) and the cashier called me sir more frequently. Fuck my life for wanting to come out.

 

Okay but like, if the symptoms for a disease are common fucking things then how about we just say we don't know what causes it? Tired? Could be a long day, could be cancer, who the fuck knows? Humans are the worst. Other animals don't have to deal with this shit. They just are born and die in their cozy little vacuum of ignorance.

And can we stop with the damn side-effects on things? Or at the very least have a "What Could Actually Happen" and "In Case We Get Sued" section? I don't need to go to take something I have to take and read that my appendix could fall out through my urethra and shoot me in the fucking face.