Mental Health Thread • Page 171

The night sweats have to stop. I just woke up drenched in sweat. Like i took a picture of my shirt to show my doc. It's every single night like this now. I have an appointment today but holy shit.

 

finding it really hard to go about my daily tasks. for some reason i find myself paralyzed with anxiety over the dumbest things. idk what happened. i really felt like i was improving.

 

Reached out to the job I did an initial interview right before the holidays and my contact told me they wanted to do a second interview! Plus I solved an issue at my current job that was causing me a ton of anxiety. So a fairly decent day.

Still in my loneliness funk, but what can you do.

 

ive accepted im not here to last but be an example to those closest. Morbidity aside...

i played my cards truly.... success or failure... i will live and die honestly.

 

I am completely overwhelmed with everything happening in my life right now. None of it’s bad, but my anxiety is getting out of control. I interviewed for a new job, entered into my first relationship in 2 years, and now am potentially moving out of my parents house again.

Like I know it’s all good things but it’s just been so overwhelming and it’s stressing me out so much.

 

hooray no more rexulti, goodbye gross pajamas

 

Even so many good things can be stressful and overwhelming, especially when they're all happening at once! Remember that it's totally okay and normal to be stressed when so much is happening, and you have plenty of people happy to support you during big life changes. Don't forget to have some relaxing alone time either

 

all three of those are major life stressors

 

My relationship of 3 years is effectively over and I pretty much have to relearn how to be a person without her. All as I'm just starting medication and counseling for my anxiety and depression.

I don't know how to do this without her.

 

i don't know where else to post/talk, b/c i don't like social media anymore (and most of it is deleted/deactivated) and some people on here have been obviously racist or sexist, or just plain ignorant, without apology. it hurts. i feel super anxious and unwelcome. nobody wants to understand where people like me come from. i genuinely don't think most people care. i feel really isolated. idk.

 

I can't speak for social media, but you should absolutely report anything on this site that makes you feel uncomfortable. I'm sorry you feel isolated, but I think there's far more good people on this site than bad.

 

this is not something that can be solved with reporting posts (and I used to be a mod). I guess I just don't feel how you do.

 

Update on the benefits situation. Everything still shows in the benefits center of my employer. The payroll deductions still does not list medical. Dental is all taken care of because it shows active on the website, nothing yet for medical or vision and I need to make my eye appt so I can get a new prescription. I think this is the thing that one of the people I spoke to said will take up to 5 business days to fix. Still checking every day.

 

I feel like there are a hundred things wrong with me. Anxiety, restlessness, lack of focus, constantly tired, no idea what to do

 

Have you tired exercising, for let's say, an hour? It kills most birds with one stone.

 

It's something I need to get on. I just signed on for a gym membership am hour ago

 

There is so much shit going on in my life right now that It would take me a good hour to type it all. Long story short, my mom is fucking insane and we all think she is seriously Bipolar. I don't know if I should contact someone who can help or stage an intervention. What the fuck do I do? This woman flips a switch within seconds and everything goes to shit.

 

im tired of this slot, i keep trying to find understanding but there is none, i cant keep tryna warp it for anyone anymore. im just unhappy... ive fought for other forever, i cant do it forever.

 

Anxiety levels rocketing up. Interview with SF job scheduled for Friday and a formal, video interview a few hours later with some other company that reached out to me today.

Like I’m excited companies are noticing my applications now, but anxiety is going to kill me.

Anxiety is gonna going to consume me more than normal this week.

 

I started taking my zoloft only when needed. Fuck you lack of health insurance. No wonder why people with mental health issues go insane.

 

Today is fucking miserable lol

 

I told my mom I bough a gerbil. She says as long as I never take it to her house, she loves it and thinks it's adorable. Way better reaction than I was expecting

 

What is its name

 

After nearly about 2 WEEKS, everything is fixed. Such a relief not to worry about it. Probably still looking for a hospital job. Although I work for a huge company, it's not enough pay and they polices and how admins handle things are a mess. It's really bad.

 

Lol so I might be uninsured until September right as I'm about to start counseling and taking meds. Insurance companies are fucking evil. There is still a chance I can work some magic at school -- because apparently health care is determined by student status in this stupid fucking country -- to keep me on my dad's plan, but I don't know. It's great.