Farmers’ A1manac • Page 247

Yeah the specific comments she made were so gross and none of that was addressed in her apology at all.

 

But what if they want proof lmao

 

Ask them for their bofa license first.

 

start coughing

 

Yes! Exactly all this. Ngl I'm also irritated that the conversation went from a cis woman playing a trans man and her misgendering of a trans man *specifically* to generic all trans people apology. Like you can address this specific harm you've done to trans men.

Like I bet most people can't even name an actor who's also a trans man

And maybe the one they can is...Chaz Bono heh

 

I also am formulating / mulling over another aspect of that situation but I don’t want to be accidentally offensive or ignorant so idk

Why is everything so complex lolol

 

Sometimes I feel like I’m going to actually kill my cat because he won’t leave me alone and that’s when I know it’s for the best I don’t have children


If I do have children someday it’s because I’ve gotten this under control lol

 

No harm must come to cats for they are the chosen ones. They’re also a better choice than kids.

 

Hahaha
I mostly meant kids are like 1000x more up your ass. I mean, rightfully so lmfao. But still

 

I think this might just work

 

Now I’m all fired up about Athlete A/Larry nassar

those poor fucking girls I’m so pissed off everyone is terrible all organizations are bad everything is corrupt there is no such thing as justice

 

Hi thanks now I'm crying bc my dead cat was so clingy and it was so annoying but I miss it so much
But feel you on the kids.

 

I’ve reached the aliens episode of unsolved mysteries I guess.

 

It'll sound very familiar since you like the x files

 

I don’t know how you manage to watch these stories so often! My blood would be boiling at midnight and I would never get to sleep. Following the details of that years ago was so horrific.

I miss that so much too! My pug was the most underfoot dog and I loved him for it, that’s why I had to name him Shadow. We always told people who came to the house to never shut a door without checking behind first because guaranteed he would be there.

 

Yeah I love clingy pets. My cats always wanna sit on my lap, get in bed with me and even sit in the bloody shower. It’s hilarious and I hate leaving them any time I’m going back to Japan. They apparently sulk in my room and won’t leave all week after. My parents have to feed them in my room when they’re pulling that stunt haha

 

:((( I’m sorry
99% of the time I’m happy and grateful for it
But the 1% bothers me because no matter how often I tell him to stop and threaten the spray bottle he still does it over and over and I’m like can you please listen just ONCE

lolll my blood is boiling at midnight!!! But luckily I’ve never been one to have toooo much trouble falling asleep...I watch asmr to calm down lmao

 

Teach me your ways I’ve never fallen asleep easily in my liiiiiife.

 

I can’t watch the Netflix documentaries like that. I watched Making A Murderer and wanting to yeet myself out the window in frustration at it all. The last one I watched was the Ted Bundy tapes. Fucking creepy.

 

It’s the asmr

but tbh I’ve always been lucky I guess. I used to be one of those can fall asleep anywhere types lol
In fact me sleeping terribly when I got my heart broken made it obvious bc I never have that problem lol

 

Like it’s so interesting to me and I hate love it lol. like part of me just feels like being ignorant of it isn’t helpful so idk. I like to learn stuff perpetually (I’m a Gemini what can I say!!!) so it just makes sense to learn via film / show as a medium

 

I have the opposite issue. I sit down...I fall asleep. Go to watch a film...fall asleep. Go to work...fall asleep. I slept the entire plane journey back to Japan - that was incredibly frustrating because I got a free upgrade on the flight and had so many extra luxuries that I didn’t get to enjoy just because I conked out at take-off.

 

In a selfish way I just know not to touch that stuff because I’ll be raging...and it’s not good for my mental health. I don’t know how helpful my rage would be anyway, but yeah. It always just ends up with me never finished the documentary out of disgust

 

I’ll trade you.

Actually cars or planes tend to be the only place I can sleep easily. I don’t know if it’s the motion or the fact that I’m often already tired when flying or on a road trip or just a leftover from my parents driving me around as a baby to get me to sleep, but I’m like a different person there. When I’m at home in my bed it’s impossible no matter what I try.