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My step dad has a beehive and is a beekeeper. I told him i would kill any of his bees if they strayed from the hive and he told me he'd kill me just because he wants to.

 

So maybe the Wachowskis were on to something after all

 

This is my favorite post on Chorus.

 

He's a smart guy

 

Kill your local bug dealer.


Almost posted this with 'bud' instead of bug, pls don't do that

 

How often do you tell him to mind his own beeswax

 

I was attacked by bees when I was a kid.

It takes everything in me to hold still when one comes....buzzing... around.

 

Oh god dammit

 

All Time Low is going to be at the Blink show in MA. I just died!

 

Case file: My wife is a better person than me. A kid in her class who has Aspergers was losing his shit cause a bee was on his face yesterday and she scooped it off his face in her hands and let it sting her instead of him. Later that day since it's the last week of school and he's freaking out about change he told her he loves her and wished she was his mom.

 

Also yes her name is Amy and she's known as Bae-my in my household

 

you can take down a bunch of small stuff quickly, but a large one not so quickly and it is probably more powerful and scary.

i play too many video games/watch too much anime......

 

continuing to be queen

 

eleven days clean and im still getting the god damn night sweats, woke up completely soaked. fuuuuuuck

 

fuck dude, that sucks. any other bad side effects?

 

nahhhh the worst of the detox period ended around friday or saturday, just little stuff like that and leg cramps and some stupid stomach problems but nothing too bad and i dont FEEL like shit, like there's just this dreadful feeling that hangs over you during detox and thats gone so im happy and thankful to finally feel clear headed and like myself again. i think the stomach stuff im having is from the vivitrol shot i got friday, its an opiate blocker that lasts 21-28 days so i have to get it every month

 

glad you're better bro, that's intense.

 

Are you on methadone or something to help with the withdrawal?

This is pretty cool but just approved so it might not be available yet.

Feds approve device to wean addicts off heroin - CNN.com

 

yeah the past 8 months are a total and complete blur, it's just crazy looking back on how much time i lost in the fucking opiate haze and just spending so much time in that game. but now its time to look toward the future and repair my life. it kind of sucks because rehab is pretty much teaching myself how to do all the normal every day shit everyone else does without drugs. its just weird like, i remember when i was using id always think like, how do people do this? how do people live day to day and be happy? it was just a totally foreign concept to NOT be doing heroin and living life. and i still dont really know if im going to be able to adjust and live my life happily. but you know, i have to try because it's better than the alternative. i never want to go back to that world. it was a nightmare, that's the only way i can describe it. waking up sick every day, figuring out how im going to make it through the day with what i have or if i have to go pick up. and toward the end my tolerance was insane and the money i made wasnt keeping up with what i required to stay off sick so i started doing dumb shit and being sick more often and i lost my mind. almost tried to kill myself right before i asked for help.

 

the real withdrawal is done, i didnt wanna fuck with methadone or suboxone at all since ive used suboxone before just to stay off sick and it has withdrawl of its own and i didnt wanna be a slave to any opiates anymore. but 11 days in ive got just a few more days before i should be feeling like REALLY good and right now i do feel pretty good its just little things still lingering, nothing too bad so im getting through. the place im going to actually implanted this device on my ear that sent electrocurrents or something to my brain to produce natural endorphins and i think it helped a lot, or it was a hell of a placebo who knows

 

That's so awesome to hear. I think people who refuse those drugs that help really want to be better. You're almost there! Keep strong.

 

yeah like going to my parents and asking for help on my own has made a big difference. i had tried to quit countless times just for stupid reasons like money, and id always just crawl back a day or two into withdrawal because i couldnt take it. full on moderate to severe opiate withdrawal is no fucking joke. when i was going through it this time my dad kept parking his car behind mine so i couldnt leave the house. it helped because i definitely thought about saying fuck this and going to cop a few times.

 

Just had a pretzel roll for the first time in my life. All in on them. This is life changing

 

i didn't know those were a thing lol